could these weeks drag ass any slower

for the wait some ruminess

Come, come, O my beloved, O my beloved.
Enter, enter busy yourself with me, with me.
You are, you are, my rose garden, my rose garden
Reveal, reveal my secrets, my secrets.
Wherever I go, you go with me, you go with me,
in every stage you are the confidant, you are the confidant.
Day and night you are my companion, you are my companion.
For my trap you are a befitting gazelle, a befitting gazelle.
O my candle! you are so bright, so bright. In my house,
you are like a window, like a window.
When the arrow of disaster targets me, targets me,
you are both armor and a shield, and a shield.

(Divan 1785:3-4)
http://www.khamush.com/daily.htm


very very repeaty repeaty

my crazytalk isnt even a millionth of my crazythinking...now that is scary

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oh my im totally poppin wheelies over new cellphones...wtf i dont even talk on the phone cept for when im working...snot like i have friends or anything

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i need something better to occupy my mind for a while...hmm books lets talk about those for a bit...

Books
by Sat tatty

I love books...I have a whole bookshelfy case full of books...I have read two or three pages out of each of them...I cant concentrate this year for some ungodly reason...i can read my rumi boomi books but thats just cause they are very start stoppy...my beelee poetness book of course cause well whatever...

i have this pb book that is supposed to teach you how to be ladylike and flirty as if i have somewhere to be such things or want to for that matter...it doesnt say anything about acting dorkass or cussin like a sailor...hmmm

hmm that was all a lie...i read books all the way...i just havent had time lately

wtfwtf

im having nightmares about wasps lately

so i looked it up

To dream that you are stung by a wasp, symbolizes growing envy and hatred towards you.

To dream that you kill a wasp, signifies your fearlessness to ward off your enemies and maintain your ethics and rights.

so i guess i will go all rednecky and say

aint skeerd

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1yaaN22Kvw

hmm i like the song but there was no youtube of it so that will have to do...im sneezyparcheezy

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rHr9tr4yyKo

this makes my back feel funny or something...hard to explain...they used to play this when i worked at worldoffun as one of those fool the guesser guessers...its magic im certain

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbOqTmA76IQ

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whoohoo oj is goin to the pokey!!yay

speaking of pokeyness...owwowwoww

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=989yrP0z3VI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e--yByly6jc

lol...whaatever
if those songs dont make you think of this:

"to make the act of mutual-consentual whoopie
to allow for the loving adjoinment of interlocking genitalia"a.

then there might be something seriously wrong in your britches...its a fact

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hmm maybe my britches are just easily amused or something...who knows


im workin workin
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a story...i already told my one friend but its funny to me so i will ramble on again

my samantha was drawing pictures and i had the vieuphoria dvd on and she brought me this picture of a stickdude with a sad face and i was like who is that she said beeleecorgan and i asked why he was sad and she said in a monsterously loud voice"cause he dont like you" lol wtf

then she went and drew me into the picture and put a crazypill in my stomach and said beelee was asking me to the prom and i said yes and and and some other stuff...i bout died laughing

hmm somebody better stop ramblin about and listenin to sp 24/7

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FyWJPSNju6U

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXZsUhBn7j4


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TlmHRB_Ms3c

apparently my over abundance of dorkness is only topped or trumped or something by my over abundance of i dont give a fuk fo reel doh

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wtf...i got my ticket and it was like26th row then i was like hmm after i already paid for it and i went back just to see if i would get a better one and i got 4th row...dios mio

so i have an extra ticket if anyone wants 26th row to the kc show on the 25th

im putting these here so i dont lose them

"to make the act of mutual-consentual whoopie
to allow for the loving adjoinment of interlocking genitalia"a. as in anonomusss

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um...uh i was totally going to say somthing...oh man...i was looking in the online thesaurasssdinosaurass...whatever to find other words for genitalia and i got herps...darn the luck...ohh ho ho im so funnaye...in a 13yr old boy not so funny gross way

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Aquarius (1/20-2/18)
Why hide your affection for someone else just because you worry that they won't feel the same way? How they feel doesn't have to affect how you feel -- so tell the truth as you feel it. Take those deep feelings you have and bring them up to the surface. All that daylight and oxygen will help them grow -- and flourish! It's natural to fear rejection, and every one does get rejected from time to time. You need to know whether or not the feeling is mutual -- so find out.


thank god for this cause i have such a problem letting people know how i feel about them...i will save this one for later
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcTQMjay6KU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QRAllsFtGOA

...that glow song reminds me of this...my fave video of all time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVG1hA9aq7U

im so fuking happy
this kind of happy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVttZ_hSP7U

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b0DWxjSiXUw


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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gxboZhjhdRc
uh i dont want to wait for nov...that song made my earsbleed or something

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ok mandatory gwenness

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6bHPk4Vx84

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAiySyQxQwc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ITvE3tSIOA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_8WWWiHZNc



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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J0ZRvxDrOxo

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hmm this is kind of funnaye...now anyway

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OPtPk2SsJMk

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oh look they made a song just for b...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_nCizK4Ckcg

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this song makes me think about doin it...like the loveykind of doin it...lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNK3DoBg1cA


this one reminds me of my over abundance of loveness...and lack of it...whatever that means
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q-4NVLrMJnA


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dYxBURms7ao

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im sooooooooooooo excited two more hours til glowness!!!...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e--yByly6jc

uh if glowness is a constant feeling of lovenessnausiation...yes id say i do feel that for certain...



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iloveitiloveitiloveit even more...the mixyness is kind of strange though


ive been thinking about it allday...twice ive heard it...i think its alot diff than the live version...i like that his voice is uh like really loud or something...or something

yay i lov eit again its on again yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i love it when it goes woohoohoo...and when the lil geetars sound kind of off or something...yay i love it...puts me in a mood or something

wtf is that lady talking about it does not sound stonetemplepioletty... they wish they could sound like beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

**edit...eeka maybe she was right...it does sound a tiny bit stp but maybe stp just traveled ahead of sp and stole it and took it back to the 90s with them...my badd
also its not exactly lyricleeee genius but it makes me ho'naye so must be musically genius
i still love it

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it sounds sort of karaoke...not in a bad way...i love it

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im such a fuking dorkass...20times...i dont think i will get anything done today

annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd where the fuk are the meetandgreet tics for here...hmm maybe they wont have one...that would be fine by me............................
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............imhappy.........
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...........and stuff

eternalsunshine is on E!if you want to watch it with meeeee...it started like twentytwo mins ago...i love it indeed

bebacklater

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wow i totally should not have watched that movie...
note to self
dont ever be happy cause you know how you are


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update
wtf dramamama
i like being happy i dont know what i was talking about...omg im eating spagtti...i eat like a dude...so classy...i need to stop that...learn some manners possibly

ive been having the best dreams in the history of dreams

high5 godness

im sofa~king drama today allday ive been getting the 1111'z...then wambam got all fuked up by something stupid now im like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah fuk

its funny how one splitsecond of whatever can be all like fuk fuk fuk

can i say fuk some more cause well its not like im doing it so i might as well be all fukitty fuk fukinz

what am i talking about? you got me i dont fuking know...but what i do know is...hmmm yes indeed that is the mystery id say

fukfukfuky

yay cant wait for the concertoz i hope its not all coldness...there is this doll stare'n at me all psycho that my mom brought over for samantha...skeery...i dont trust dolls with those eyez heebeegeebeez

yes i dont think i could make myself sound any stupider more stupidery erry err err

whatever

vanity and i are pizzed...and i would be even more pizzed if i were her cause she is always standing around naked and stuff

i feel very left out indeed

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ok so you think im joking bout livin in da hood...da ghetto
jesus cristo there was yet another shooting this time right outside my babies school...dios mio
seriously what kind of idiot shoots people outside of an elementary school...weirdness
id almost be freaked out if this stuff didnt go on all the time...atleast it was an hour before the kids get out
its kind of fuked up that everyone is just kind of used to that sort of thing around here...last month someone got killed on my corner...hmm maybe i should move or get a bunch of people to pull one of these

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyu7nN3kBnw

ahaha but it would have to be in espanol of course

omg i remember running around my real dads house bangin into the wall with my head when this was on...i just kept doing it over and over and running around crazy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJChh7ghGnE

bee better bee careful if they do indeed come here...omg what if i die or something before Nov...eeeka id be pizzed certainly

im in the worst state of stressed out bitchness than i have been in a longdong time

wang theatre...jesus cristo that is indeed a real place i thought it was just a fuked up nightmare of mine

i guess it is official...the kc shows are like five seconds from my house...very €xciting..i have no clue how i made that weird e but i was gonna say exciting anyway so yea...word

the wangtheatre reminded me of this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0W_c0e5ljw

i still cant decide which is skeeryer...the rennfest

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZYiJ3iGyqU8

or the p~ness puppets



see va hee na'z are not funny...they indeed are very serious...!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GbHkhGr6-A


eeek rennfest certainly is skeeryer than the p~ness id say...atleast they dont start talkin to you like the people at the festival...that always freaks me out...eeka

here we go again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UJLIrT_ALs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OWqsSnxGDTE
how stupid...i live on kensington ave...funnaye

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4JARDvdrAxk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uilUncNnJVg


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ooopa guess i wont be going to st louis after all

therez no place like home therez no place like home


yoyyoyoyo oopps yayayayayayay im doin flips and danzen door kay...owwowwowwoww


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioshwXPaNJo

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fuk im dork i was sitting here and all of a sudden made a creepy face with accompanyn' psycho laugh and clapped my hands like this ((creepy hand clap))

it will be pure magic if my heartness doesnt have an attack from all the excitmnt

teeheeteehee muuuuwwaahahahahaaafg fdfff fukness im uh stoked and stuff ((ps i would never say that word in real life))

saturn is trining my ascendants or something right now from sept16 to the middle of june...weeeeee

hmm is that like her ribcage or something