I wished Billy would come to my house and hang out.

Birthday to me! (last monday)

"Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable."
~ C.S. Lewis

"....just because I am loosing doesn't mean I am lost....."

"...make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservation, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun. If you want to get more out of life, you must lose your inclination for monotonous security and adopt a helter-skelter style of life that will at first appear to you to be crazy. But once you become accustomed to such a life you will see its full meaning and its incredible beauty." ~Jon Krakauer (Into the WIld)

What is this crazy thing called love?

Proud of my broken heart since thou didst break it,
Proud of the pain I did not feel till thee,
Proud of my night since thou with moons dost slake it.
Not to partake thy passion, my humility. ~ Emily Dickinson

South Africa = Amazing place
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I deleted my myspace account, it was turning into a very negative thing for me.

I also wished I lived close to IN.

I am going to South Africa!

I have been a slacker, slacker, slacker on here. I will try to be better....maybe

"Friendship is born at the moment when one person says to another "What! You too? I thought that no one but myself." ~C.S. Lewis

A very good friend of mine is having a birthday today.......I love you Johnny B! Let us celebrate with this classic vid

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k4SLSlSmW74

"You say life is a dream where we can't say what we mean
Maybe just some roadside scene that we're driving past
There's no telling where we'll be in a day or in a week
And there's no promises of peace or of happiness

Well is this why you cling to every little thing
And polverize and derange all your senses
Maybe life is a song but you're scared to song along
Until the very ending" ~ Patrick Park

"I made a mistake in my life today
everything I love gets lost in drawers
I want to start over, I want to be winning
way out of sync from the beginning" ~ The National