yes, i was standing so close to Billy i could smell his cauliflower he was eating! it was so amazing to meet him! after the show we were standing by his tour bus and some other people were standing over by the back door but the security guard would not let us walk through and if we walked around the building there would have been a chance we could miss him so we stood in our smaller group by the tour bus and hoped he would come over... and he did! it was so cool! he answered a couple questions, if only i could have made my brain work, i couldn't think of anything to say. i was just thinking, omg he is really right here in front of me, i mostly stared at him, i think i did manage to say the show was awesome and thank you. i wanted to ask him for a hug but i was too chicken he said he wouldn't sign any autographs though cause there were too many people and whoever didn't get one would be mad. he said if you ever meet him in the daytime he would be happy to. if they come back again, me and bullet are talkin about getting there in the morning oh and the show of course was amazingly awesome! we were in row f to the right of the stage. we were so close! especially after my little ticket dilemma that i put myself through. but the show was great, i liked the kazoos during "we only come out at night", they were cool. they just rocked their asses off!

and my ticket dilemma if anyone is interested... i had never bought anything from ticketmaster.com i usually go to the booth, but i, silly me bought some bad far away seats by mistake and then i bought some better ones. but being obsessive as i am, i kept clicking on ticketmaster and some really good ones popped up so i was thinking i can sell the others on ebay so i bought them too. and luckily i was able to sell them on ebay even though i had to take a little loss, i figured it would be better to make some money back than none at all, but it was my lesson to learn. still, it was so worth it!!

one more day! i can't believe it! ...breathe...

it's raining today! we need rain and i love rain. cloudy weather makes me happy i love how the streets turn into mirrors and headlights and taillights are reflected into long tails or trails... i feel a poem in the making.

and i am excited about seeing sp tuesday!!!

and i just found out about a photography contest at a museum here in town. that would be so freakin cool if i had a picture on display in a museum!

An early morning display
Wondrous colors
Enveloping the sky
Sunrise
Textured clouds
Radiate pure light
Unconfined beauty
Creation of God
Kinetic celestial art

it is so good to see the tour box on the homepage full again! i am so excited! i'm gonna buy louisville tickets tommorow! can't wait!!!


got our tickets!
6th row!


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G.L.O.W.

if it is finished, why can't we hear it now?

good things come to those who wait?

i had last night/this morning. i had one dream i was being chased through a swamp by some men with some weirdo green blob acidy thingys and throwing them at me then a dragon appeared and said you are trespassing on my territory and thats all i remember.

another dream that i was in some castle with arched ceilings and i had to climb up the wall (like spiderman) and across the ceiling and slide upside down, down the wall on the other side... and i woke up dizzy! how weird is that dude?! and i was still dizzy for a while after i got up.
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http://www.webmd.com/sleep-disorders/features/freaky-dreams-what-do-they-mean

http://www.webmd.com/balance/news/20030627/creative-people-remember-more-dreams

i just started watching miss universe, each time the girl representing one of the countries that some of my pumpkinbudies are from, it got me thinking how sp brings together people around the world. i guess i'm trying to say i love the internet, love sp, love all you guys!




BC interview:
http://www.risenmagazine.com/feature/billy_corgans_conrete_heaven.html

i found this interview, i think its really good:

http://www.risenmagazine.com/feature/billy_corgans_conrete_heaven.html

i just had a sudden memory from my childhood, making little books from construction paper and elmers glue. i still remember the way the 2 smelled together. and i remember putting elmers glue on my hands and letting it dry then peeling it off. heehee, anyone else ever done that?

ka-boom!

♥ ♥ ♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nYENO6r5vVo

i have a little project i am working on, it's an old end table that i found. hexagon shaped with carvings on the doors. but i am going to make a tile mosaic on the top of it. i went to home depot and lowes yesterday and i asked what they do with all the tiles that are broken. they just throw them away, so i asked if i could have some and they said yep. so i got lots of free broken tiles! i am going to break them up even more (break stuff!!! yeah!!! ) and make the mosaic. i'll post before and after pics on my blog when i finish




this still goes for today as well as yesterday and, well, everyday probably:
i am sleeeeeeepyyyyyyy!!!!!
i can't seem to go to bed early enough! there is always something i remember i have to do so then i do that and then that makes me remember something else or whatever ugh i am just soooooo freakin frackin frickin frockin fruckin sllleeepppyyy!!!

and cold


i am lumber board bored


why
did
the
chicken
cross
the
road
?
because
smashing
pumpkins
were
over
there!

smart
chicken
bokbok
bagok


told ya
bored

the crazy mockingbird really has it out for me or something... this morning the bird flew and smacked right into my arm! i didn't even park next to that tree. the nutso bird really IS patrolling the whole parking lot!





i'm sleepy zzzzzzzzzzzz.
zzz...zzz...zzz...zzz...
zzz...hey...this...is...
kinda...fun...zz...zzz..
.whaaa...hoo...i...need.
h..e..l..p..ahhh...zzz..
a..chooo...bless...me...
...tee...hee...whee.....
.
..
...
....
z
zz
zzz...i.think..i...likey
...the..letter...z...zz..
...wheeee...zeee.........

joy is a mysterious thing
it comes and goes as it pleases
sometimes one calls for it
but joy does not answer
maybe it is busy
with another soul who needs mending
other times joy does answer
at the least expected moment