Forever was wasted in my youth.
Nothing is left-not even the truth.
As time has stolen all my dreams,
And nothing is what it seems.

Torn apart- inside and out.
What the hell is life about?
My anger resides deep inside.
Always there, along for the ride.

Scratching at the walls of me.
Trying so hard, I need to break free.
Can anybody hear my lonely call?
Or my words of sorrow as I fall.

All my feelings feel like pain.
As I fade away drowned in rain.
And as my ravaged soul slowly dies.
Its time to rest & forever close my eyes...

Dark raindrops are all I can see
When I look deep inside of me.
Its not unclear why I'm afraid
As I lie in the bed that I've made.

Can a dark soul ever be free?
Is anyone else just like me?
As I pick flower petals off the floor,
Why am I always wanting more?

Choices made reflect my past.
Consequences will forever last.
So I stare at this mystical night-sky,
And wish so hard that I could fly.

How one choice can change it all
I never thought that I would fall.
Will I ever, ever get through this pain
As I sit here, alone, in the pouring rain.

Floating through life, blind to see.
Scared of that haunting reflection of me.
Thoughts so far above the clouds and sky
Are wonders & dreams able to fly?

Unable to see past the pain
Clouds burst into amazing rain
Taking away the fears one by one
And for a while its all gone.

But in the dark black night,
When I'm frozen & unable to fight
I sense a shadow and it turns me cold
When I see the reflection of my soul