dude i dont hate you. how bout that? am i still mean?

im a blonde now...totally dyed my hair . i look cute ha ha ha

wonderful that you have friends that will do stupid things for u on ur birthday.....none of MY friends would do that. its what....3 days away now? happy almsot birthday dude!!

why am i mean? lol.

your right.......ur not a [bad word removed]er, but i hate you . i wish i could drink legally....but i already said that
(girls are a confusing species dude..live with it )

more?! how can u take more punishment?! are u one of those people that get off on punishing themselves or something ....lol jk (i so cant think of the word right now lol)

.......do u plan one night stands over there? lol. i mean....if im gonna have a one night stand im not gonna plan it ahead of time, im just gonna let it happen lol. and dont be nervous.....is there a reason to be nervous?

i freakin hate you dude! i wish i could drink....legally lol im sorry but i tend to laugh at people with hangovers. when my dad gets drunk he acts really really stupid, but the next day its soooo fun to be a total brat

i agree.....lets go find some one night stands or something, that should be fun.

that that would have been a good idea, had i done it. . no i fell and hit my head while i was there, and i told him and he was like thats kind of funny and i go oh? you think its funny? well its not you [bad word removed]er. i was a total bee-otch today and it was worth it.

and ur theory is true my friend; love is doomed to fail . even if it lasts, and ppl get married, it ends; one of 'ems bound to die.

look at my mom and dad for example; they were "in love" for 17 years, and then she died. granted, he still loves her, but u know what i mean.

love is for losers. i think that. and i guess im a loser at times

and hey; im not crazy. im sane lol

i hope so. im going to a friends house tomorrow, and i wonder who's going to be so conveniently there......him no doubt. she said that he's been asking about how im doing, but he's being a dick in all other aspects of life.

men are [bad word removed]ers, arent they? lol

and im sure ur not one....remember like u didnt hink i was an evil chick?

helped me some.....gave me some perspective at least. when he was being a [bad word removed]er and dumping me, he sounded sincere, but i really dont know. right now im just taking stuff as it comes at me, and trying to make it quit hurting.

rawr. i hate guys.
no offense. your cool

i would talk to someone that made me happy if we hadn't broken up yesterday something about he wants to wait a few months or a year so that we can see what we both want.

from a guys point of view: he said we can be friends, and get back together later on. and he told me (as well as the friend that i tell everything to said) that im the best he's ever going to get , that he doesnt deserve me blah blah blah. he also said he loved me and totally wanted to get back together someday.


what does that mean?? i need help here b4 i go insane

well i hate that we're both in pain. and i shall remember to wish u a happy bday. august right?

im not too happy right now. sorry for my less than enthusiastic natures

thing doesnt count, then listen to this; i got my leg slammed in a car door earlier today! lol. it hurtsss.....
bad too

and i hate you . in 3 weeks i'll be full swing into my classes. grrrr

what day is ur bday on dear and i'll be sure to wish u a good day i still have like....2 months until i turn 17. and it does sound epic really

its simple....ur leg gives out and u fall up the stairs
my bf freaked man.....there was blood all down my leg and he was like ahhhh what happened to u?!

and im sorr aobut the computer. we all seem to have issues with these stupid things.

i started school today. im frickin' exhausted . ap us history, honors english 11, ap chemistry and earth science all in one day. adn thats just this semester

good luck in ur band endeavors!!! (big word i learned in english today )

i have less than two weeks of freedom left and my computer totally hates me. i had to order a new cord/ac adapter for it, and its not here yet so im stuck using my dad's computer. herego, he can see everything im doing.

im suffering from freakin' withdraws here!!!

i fell up the stairs at my friend's house the other day, and cut my leg lol. it was nasty. im such a clutz, its hilarious!!!

how goes the band fellow music lover?

its not necessarily gleefully, its just im intensely glad that hes ok. i cried for a while, and once he was home i just sat there and cried and yelled at him for being stupid.

this is where it gets mushy, but i really do love the kid. and he knows it. no matter how much we kid around and play and stuff, he means the world to me

and ur school system is much much better. i had summer homework!!!!! and i got a b on it. andddddddd im still not dont with it! curse it!! lol

glares at u intensely.

i hate you man. i really do lol. i start school in less than three weeks. and it sucks

guess what? my bf got attacked by a dog the other night

where are you?! lol.
my summer vacation is almost over......

i hate it! lol