Because I really need to hear their music to feel alive again!!

Today I really needed to listen this after some months (2 years and something) away from my Pumpkins, this day i really felt that I needed to feel alive! So sudenly I've started to yell Silver[bad word removed]! After i put Quiet! Then i start to listen some chords... I took out my sweat shirt and started jumping by the explosion and then screaming Today!

It's [bad word removed]ing incredible!

Today I can say I'm feeling trully happy again!
I don't give a [bad word removed] if my life's went/going bad, it's going to change simply because (IF) I deserve it! All I'll have to do is to keep living it as cool as I can, without harming no one deliberately!

I'm feeling [bad word removed]ing great today!!

Sunday, 18th of May of 2008,
The day that I've Born again!