why
am
i
a
fan?
oh my. this is a question for the ages.
im a fan for a lot of reasons.
im fascinated with the band. im fascinated with billy corgans poetry and lyrics. they are all wise. and beautiful souls.
im a fan because i can relate to what is being said through the music and words. i respect them all so much for what they do and what they have been through. a favorite quote of mine is "nothing seen nothing said" they go through it all.
i went through a period of really really hard depression. i thought about killing myself daily. i was about to when i heard tonight tonight.
i dont know why but that song saved my life.
it got me so distracted that i forgot to kill myself.

billy corgans out look on life and faith fascinate me. i'd love to hear more about it.