I really, really want to record a song right now, but my sister's sleeping right above my studio with nothing between us but a few boards.. painful.

I'm listening to AOL's SP 24/7 net radio. I think it's pretty much the best thing ever, and I'm not even kidding.. I could die listening and not regret a thing.

Well, except that I didn't get more of my own music done..

it's been a while, am not feeling that good anymore, happiness it's just ephemeral... i think, and well now i feel really lonely, cuz i am, my best friends are gone, even my ex is gone... i just have my bunny and her childs, well kind of big family now, but it's just not the same, maybe u understand me...
about the band i told u, am sending u a youtube link of one of their videos, one of my favourite songs, "Molinos de Viento", it's suposed to be part of the conversation of the Quijote de la Mancha to Sancho,(i don't know if u know who they are, jeje i can tell u the whole story if u want but first listen to the song )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCAht19XC8Q
i hope u like it.

here i am again jeje sorry, i hope u are fine, and everything is going ok u know i feel so tired, ejje today i runaway from school, with my whole class jeje
are u into metal? cuz well u may like Mago De Oz, they sing in spanish, but they use every kind of instrument and have very good lyrics if u want i can send some of them to u

well thanks for being so patient well right now i can't write what i think jeej am doing my homework with some classmates, i promise to write u soon sorry

thanks for being so nice, and sorry for answering so slow... you know the school...
do u like gotic music? i mean they use more clasic instruments, and well i know that there is a electric cello but i think that the fact that it is electric takes the meaning away...
hope u are ok

listen, i didn't mean to attack you... and right you are when you say what you did... i just became very very baffled because... isn't other people the place where every person finds it's own justification? i mean, i understand what you mean, and yet it conflicts with the thought in my head that everything EVERYTHING is because and for other people, do we mean it or not, and especially when we don't.. because there would be no such term or thing as selfishness, if there was nothing to endanger the self.

I don't even fully remember the initial thought...
i guess it's a personal issue of mine... let's pray i do sort it out sometime

thanks for food for thought...

for not writing before, an too busy... the second may my theater group will perform, and i also have the chemistry olimpiads ejje am loosing my head (again :S) well about the cello, i love the sound too, but i have a big big trouble, i don't have one by myself i practice with my teacher's one kind of hard, but i love it so much that i sometimes i feel like my life has it sounds... a little bit dumb maybe jejej if i can help u somehow i will
do you like the breeders? i think they have a little bit of it too...
well i hope u are ok!

there are some bands from your list i like too and well i hope everything goes ok with your music, and if u don't mind i would love to hear it. there was a time i made music by myself too, there is a long long story that if u want i can tell u jeje nothing really shocking, but i stop it... and now am lerning how to play celo.
somepeople thinks The Mars Volta are great cuz they don't write 4/4 music, but i think that's not the only thing, something i do like about them it's the vocabulary, jeje there are some words in both languages i never heard before jeje i like that.

he he sorry i didn't write before, well i am in the same situation i don't know the name of most of theyr songs.. anyway ejje it isn't exactly my favourite band either so no big deal...
wich other bands do you like?

well i don't know how i end up here, but i think u are right about Cedric, so, what's your favourite song from The Mars Volta?

i thought it was such a funny thing to say, the thing about why would it matter to be accepted as long as you accept yourself.

i mean, i don't even know what to reply, it just puzzles me. it might be something out of a person so confident that they hate everybody else for not being such. Or i don't really know.

Good luck anyway.