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Lady Liberty
Thursday, June 26, 2008 - 9:27 pm - Sunflowerdagger
A promise from across the sea
Look above
She's drowning
Our freedom is gasping for air
A kiss underwater
A fight
fair and square
These words might be the death of me
The old souls whisper
Beware!
I'm a frantic freedom seeker
I'm the mime
lazy on the couch
I am devoured by life
Liberated by death

Puddle

Fvck all your shallowness
How am I to explore a puddle?
Introduce me to the ocean
Let me live inside your sea
Puddles of love
shower down
Pick the pieces
Up off the ground
Swim in to fire
Desires contained
To the hour glass
of time.

LEARN LOVE

The jaguar claw
protection of one
temples of deep waters
No one told me,
"babe, don't you dive in too soon."
so now I tell you
To learn love
My heart removed from my pinned sleeve
Placed in a cage
scard from the cat
That lurks in the darkness
Fighting with the light
I run out of his nightmares
Away from the terrors
Back into myself
Down into the caverns
of my hopless endeavor



WHAT AM I?

What am I?
Not who,
I only keep you alive
To watch you suffer
Pleasure for my pain

Life is full of rivalry
and consists of constant games

Saying hello,
with departures in mind

Warming by the fire
To chill my soul
Theres a boulder in my stomach
Weighing on my nerves
Queens of affection
Kings of assasination
Prince of chivalry
Princess of the skies

The holes in which
You lay out your lives
I am only here
to destroy you
Only here to retain
take take take
I'm the man, I'm the snake

THE SERIES

If its any consolation
to your bare conscience
The trick of time is fair
Feelings indigenous to robots
Sometimes the sun
Sometimes the moon
Depends on the hour of day
Depends on the song
I sit and hope for
Spontaneous combustion
Underashes will I fall
crawling into nirvana
Like a leech
clung tight to the past
squeezing out any life
Like a child to a bear
The hero who pulled out my hair.



TO JUST KEEP

I wither in June
Just to wait for July
Says the voice muffled inside
I wait for you
Longing, craving
one day here
the next you dissappear
are you really all I've
convinced myself to believe?
Or have I wrapped my heart
around my eyes
Bloody blindfold
burning my sights
I am running
Toward you?
I can't be sure
Further I fell far away
Closer I'll stay
I am falling faster
riding the air?
Doesn't pass as flying
The harder I hit the ground
The softer you'll pick me up
Can't we make a true promise
just this once
One that doesn't fade with parting?
To just keep you with me
is a dream.

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Comments For Sunflowerdagger

:)
Saturday, July 19, 2008 - 10:50 am - ladybeans
apparently by going to 'view all' on your blog or anothers, you can delete comments that way.



i've been alright. i'm leaving my job soon and visiting friends and then to a protest in CO in late august. so i'm anxious and excited and second guessing myself and filling my head with trying not to cry.

you know, nomal life stuff- just a little compacted this time.


you going to any of the shows?

are these your poems?

Revolution!!!!!!
Saturday, July 19, 2008 - 8:42 am - junbeug
We need a music revolution so bad. I can't wait for new pumpkins, and while I love Zeitgeist, I hope the new stuff captures some more of the grandiose, melodic fanciful aspects of Billy's song writing. Anyway, your a sweetheart, thanks you for looking at my painings and appreciating them Maybe someday I'll have a gallery show! Your poetry is really beautiful! Keep writing!

Comments...
Saturday, July 19, 2008 - 5:19 am - RealmOfSoftDelusions
I've just had a message from PMM: I'd asked him two things - what happened to the comments, and he didn't answer. I also asked about whether we could post news articles, and he agreed, but said they needed to be NEWS. He even capitalised it like that.

I like your blog - I like the first poem best about Lady Liberty drowning. Apart from being an obvious reference to the site, I thought it really worked well. Keep writing!

hi sweets
Friday, July 18, 2008 - 5:29 pm - natascha
i´ve been here and busy...

Sweet flower
Friday, July 18, 2008 - 3:53 pm - BlackSwan
I am good, I am glad to hear from you

You haven't missed much, and then again you have...hehee did that make sense???

I have some things to do, will be back later...

kiss kiss to you!!!



ty
Thursday, July 17, 2008 - 1:03 pm - ladybeans
can you do me a favor and try to delete this comment and report back to me with what happens.

thanks

The missing comments
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 - 10:41 am - RealmOfSoftDelusions
I've posted this message to a lot of people in the hope there is actually a little more news out there about the current enforced silence. Does anyone know of any formal explanation for it?

This is just speculation, but a few months ago, JukeBoxF*ckUp posted a news article giving his opinions on the weaknesses of the site. It resulted in a lot of comments, one of which was from PMM. S/he asked why s/he continued to allow people to post those comments of the sort. More recently, PMM appeared again to complain about the comments resulting from the post on Kafka because they were longer than the article. Is this the reason for it?

Prior to the complete gag, the opportunity to edit also disappeared. Was this to encourage people to write intelligent comments instead of scrawling any kind of stupidity?

With the American tour coming up, could PMM have been worried about newcomers being attacked? Or, alternatively, could it have been fears of the New Staff Writers being attacked? (The irony is that the initial ad for writers stipulated that they would be writing articles to incite discussion.) I'll shamefully admit to having picked on people on the site and can understand why the gag might be deemed appropriate for fear of site-users being attacked and frightened away. But why not just gag me?

What most disturbs me is how effectively we've been muzzled. This seems to be very reflective of the modern times, where a voice is not really heard, no matter how loudly it might cry. As users of the site, there is really nothing we can do to get our 'voices' back, except to wait and hope.

If anyone has any further ideas, or information on what's happening, please leave me a comment on my Blog Page... If you can still comment there...

hi beautyful flower...
Saturday, July 12, 2008 - 2:29 am - natascha
i´ve just been to natol, i´ve seen you´ve been there, cool!
let´s build that rocket!


hey you..
Friday, July 11, 2008 - 3:27 pm - sany_2812
really like your pic..you're a very sweet beautie..

kiss sany

Sweet flower child o'mine...
Friday, July 11, 2008 - 1:25 pm - BlackSwan
I hope you are good

I have been busy, but i am missing you! how are you???

anyway sweets...i hope to talk to you soon...

I Remember you....


Tell them I remember you

I remember too a distant bell
And stars that dwell
Like the rain out of the blue

When my life is through
And the angels ask me to recall
The thrill of it all
Then I will tell them
I remember you

I remember too a distant bell
And stars that dwell
Like the rain out of the blue

When my life is through
And the angels ask me to recall
The thrill of it all
Then I will tell them
I remember you

I remember too a distant bell
And stars that dwell
Like the rain out of the blue

When my life is through
And the angels ask me to recall
The thrill of it all
Then I will tell them
I remember
Tell them I remember
Tell them I remember
Tell them I remember you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7urv0tC2Kk



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Their music has beautiful depths.
Their not faitour, and I dig it.


 
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SUNKISSED

To make thee mine
I cast a net as wide as I am free
Line by line
Erase the schemes that I'm drawn to believe
There's no fear anymore
Crystalline the truth, assumes to bleed
There's no fear anymore
Burn the bridge outside

If I'm gonna live
If I'm gonna live
Without you
If I'm gonna live
If I'm gonna live
Without you

If I can't live without you
I feel alone
Walking home
All by myself
I've never chased
A brighter sun
Than you'll become

I mistook you for a trust
Invocations I must dust off
Fresh bouquets to playfully collect

Even though
You've seen the show
I've saved the best for last
A cannonball
Shot stern to bow
To warn the crowd
I fall in love
From my guts
My arms are twined to switch
And in repose
A silent rose
Burns the bridge outside

If I'm gonna live
If I'm gonna live
Without you
If I'm gonna live
If I'm gonna live
Without you
If I'm gonna live
If I'm gonna live
Without you

To make thee mine
I call upon the wisdom of my age
Blow by blow
Chase the bees of the death song's wings
There's no crying anymore
Crystalline, the bridges burn outside
Stitches will all come undone

If I'm gonna live
If I'm gonna live
Without you

What comes must all come out at once
Of us

If I'm gonna live
If I'm gonna live
Without you

I've never chased
A brighter sun
Than you'll become
What comes with all
The breaking dawn
But I'm on its side

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Slowpokes and cross eyed
Visions owed to the railroad ties
Humpbacks and sugar shacks
Shut them wed to the posion of our past

A little longer
A little longer
To go
We’ve a longer
A little longer to go

I just cant help but say so
The edge can see me
Can’t you see me
Can’t you see me
At all

Innerspaced and pas faced
You catch the moon I’ll just stand here in front in place
Shell shoked and half cocked
The universe is full of black holes
And aniversary nights


A little longer
To go
We’ve a longer
A little longer to go

Can’t you see me at all
(can’t you see me)
Can’t you see me at all
(can’t you see me)
Can’t you see me at all

I’ll lay roses at your feet
Till’ you decide there is sometheing great
In you
I’ll lay roses at your feet
Till’ you decide there is something great
In you



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