when i was 15 my neighbor let me borrow siamese dream. This had just come out a month before, and i had heard today on the radio. i was "into" nirvana at the time, but i couldn't stand much of their music to be honest.

then i started listening to siamese dream and noticed how different their music was. i didn't skip one track, and had to listen to every single one. the music seemed to flow through me. ever since that point i've been hooked into every scrap of the pumpkin's music that i can get my hands on.