The most upfront answer is how could I not be a fan! The Smashing Pumpkins music found me in the fall of 1992 and erupted in my heart by spring of 1993. I was only 13-14 at the time, but the music had a sound and a message I had not felt before. I had liked alot of music, but found identity through the music of the Smashing Pumpkins. Finally, there was an artist, Billy Corgan, that I could identify with, whose words spoke to me and thought, "wow, here is someone who has been where I feel right now". Throughout the years, I have never questioned their direction, but instead, enjoyed the ride it has taken me on and opened me up to as well, including the solo ventures, which I view as extensions of the bands work.

Growing up with their music, it was great to be part of this forceful/emotional/rockin/underdog mentality. I embraced the music so whole-heartedly, my enthusiasm was spread thoughout my friends...to the point a few of us were calling ourselves "the Pumpkin trio"...

...there is much more I would like to say about my love for the music of Billy Corgan and company, but will have to continue at another time. But I will say my love for this band has never changed and I am proud to be considered a first generation fan of this band...they are my Pink Floyd, my Beatles, my Led Zeppelin, etc....so thank you for being that to me.