These hours spent pondering my thoughts
Realize a reckless amount of emotion
Memories drilling into my mind
Reminding me where my past lies

My heart is a forest and
The vines keep imprisoning my sorrows
Hostaged depression takes control of me

Your face is painted in my sight
Your voice stained in my ears
Your name so delicately engraved in my heart

Each day spent without your smile
Is like a thousand plagues being placed upon me
Another day without your warmth beside me
Is just another aching pain to gain?

How, I wonder did the tables turn on my soul
How, is this torture I face to repair my agony
The only solution meant for me is to be back home in your arms.

Billy is god.
but so are you.

well when I am on a different computer I will check it out!

pinky swear.

so how is my pumpkin sister this fine day?

*~pssssssh over

won't let me recieve the myspace tv feed.


do you have another link? youtube?

*~pssssssh over

http://youtube.com/watch?v=y6H1e9AB26w




well two

http://youtube.com/watch?v=njG7p6CSbCU

love
sunflower

ok you must.

i love acoustic records.
Do you like john lennon?
His acoustic record is one of my favorites.
I think Billy should come out with one.


hope your day has been amazing

love

sunflowerdagger

New friend...

i know how you feel, i am very eager for the tour line up.
*~utah utah utah~*

i'm hoping anyway.
I've been great, not much is too new. Still in love with the world. I'll take a look I'd love to hear some of your acoustic playing as well.
log in her more so we can pitter patter chatter about our beloved pumpkins and whatever else.@ that cover song. I'm leaving the desktop in a min. I'd love to hear some of your acoustic playing as well.
log in her more so we can pitter patter chatter about our beloved pumpkins and whatever else. />

keep playing your guitar

love,

for now


sunflower

hows your guitar playing and poem writing?

love to you

sunflowerdagger

Hey, thanks for the msg, I looked again you profile, WOW..Seen this kind of words makes me start in a better way this week...just like this new week is going to make me become in someone new..Life is only one, and having the opportunity to take a big breath is INCREDIBLE, it has no words, it's just there =)

Take care ok and keep with this incredible stuff!

Juanito

it's honestly so hard to pick a favorite song, there are so many smashing pumpkins songs that i love and have at one point or another considered to be my "favorite". Billy has written and recorded so many amazing songs. I don't like to pick favorites, I guess it depends on how I'm feeling...you know how it is, different moods make you want to listen to different songs...so for me I consider it an almost impossible question to answer...