I would like to think my life has nothing to do with trends, cliques or market surveys, and everything to do with my-self unswerving commitment to follow where my heart and head takes me. Be it somewhere abrasive, angry, lovely, seductive or scary. I have an unquestionable passion for forbidden emotions, danger, and the unknown. Like the feeling your favorite music creates, the release you feel in booming drums, crying guitars, and the head space created by moments of stillness. If you can’t feel that desire and intensity in your life then you are numb beyond repair.The Smashing Pumkins and the music they have created is more than just sound bleeding from your speakers. It's a state of mind that resinates through my soul. I do not listen to thier music, I feel it. Maybe it's because I can relate to most of it, I dunno... Since I was 17 and not sure of who I was thier music made me feel I was not alone. I am now 32 and stuck in corporate america, but I am still set apart from the rest. The drones that surround me just do not get it, they are soul less creatures that have never felt RAW emotion.

That is why I like the Pumpkins!!!

Thank you Billy And Jimmy