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From: fulton, MS

Age: 40

Comments made: 90
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Member since: May 22, 2007
 
 
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What Kind of Curse Am I Under?
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 - 5:15 pm - spankarine
sometimes for a minute
i feel the glory of having done it all my way
and i can smile,

and the sadness of it all would break your heart
if you cared to give a [bad word removed] at all,
but you don't,

what good does it do to realize that even when i broke
i broke in my own way?
some maybe,

sometimes for a minute
i feel the madness of everything being anything at all-
and i can laugh,
just for a second,

the aches and pains put forth in so many failures
should be worth something,
but mostly somehow they're not,

it's all no good,
you never understood,
and i've got to stop caring about that,



all the drugs and all the wine-
a pillow to my soul and mind down here alone,
and i can sleep,

oh the madness of it all would make you die
if you saw it from where i do,
but you can't,

what's the value of anything in this world of gold?
nothing's really your own
except a soul that doesn't quite exist,

sometimes for a bit
i can lose myself in thoughts of another way-
i can almost make some sense of it,
almost,

the places i have stood up and taken it,
the times i've given back more than i got,
you don't get it,

so you accuse,
no one ever understood my ruse,
but i've got to stop caring about that.

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Friendship game
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 - 11:57 am - BlackSwan
let's play!

the rules.....

you have to send the following link, and a to one person on your friend list, and one person who is NOT on your friend list...

don't break the chain....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-pqk1LKQRs



Your latest blog
Saturday, March 29, 2008 - 10:22 am - Sunflowerdagger
You have my empathy.
Very beautiful words

*~love

sunflower

Thanks for the add.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 - 11:56 am - psyche
I liked your latest poem and felt a connection with what you wrote. I'm sure a lot of people here would. I stoped a long time ago trying to talk to my soul and instead let it talk to me. I was actually surprised to see that it was alive after all! Hope you had a great Easter holiday.

FELIZ AŅO NUEVO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, December 31, 2007 - 8:01 am - pumpkineta
Si!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Saturday, December 15, 2007 - 9:56 pm - Satur999
loved your lil vid ...

Thanks
Friday, November 30, 2007 - 9:28 pm - GreenNanado
Thanks for accepting the Friend ad.

How are you?
Thursday, November 15, 2007 - 10:41 am - Sunflowerdagger
I'm Chrystal
The Universe is to powerful to fathom, But we understand it every day. Just by being.


Cool Poem
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 - 5:06 pm - teacher
Nice.

Thank you!
Monday, July 30, 2007 - 3:05 am - Artist_Circle


Your Pumpkin poem is up.

Nice
Friday, July 27, 2007 - 5:11 am - teacher
You are never alone and never will you be.

~ David Samuels

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